I'd never lie to you, unless I had to...
So I finally read all of askheychris.com. Good stuff. I can't wait for that book to come out. I think he is a really good writer. It's so insane how he just puts it all out there. I would never in my life admit I had masturbated in some weird shack to some obese woman. But I guess that's what keeps us all intrigued. Maybe just me.
Today we filled out some college applications for practice. It's kind of surreal to be sitting there when I can still picture myself as a stupid freshmen thinking this day would never be here. Now I know in less than a year I will be (hopefully) leaving for UIC. Alone. Unless Heather and Michelle do come along, in which case that would be awesome. But essentially I will be alone. We will most likely not have classes together. I won't have my mom for "just in case" and I won't have any help whatsoever for accidents or random problems. It's scary. It's exciting, too. I will be on my own. Sort of. I will be paying my own way as my parents can't afford it. I know it's going to be super hard to get all of my work done. I think I can keep up with it, though, if I really try. I don't want a life like my parents. They don't DO things. They work. The highlight of their day is when they come home and, hopefully, the house is clean and there is something good to watch on TV. I want to actually live my life. My mom had two kids by the time she 20. I'm getting offtrack, but the point is, I am scared and excited. Way to extend that, huh?
Lulu is blasting TBS and singing about love she surely has no idea about. But then again neither do I so who am I to judge?
June, The Hush Sound, and The Junior Varsity on the 3rd. Jealous much? Thought so.
remind me not to ever act this way again.
Today we filled out some college applications for practice. It's kind of surreal to be sitting there when I can still picture myself as a stupid freshmen thinking this day would never be here. Now I know in less than a year I will be (hopefully) leaving for UIC. Alone. Unless Heather and Michelle do come along, in which case that would be awesome. But essentially I will be alone. We will most likely not have classes together. I won't have my mom for "just in case" and I won't have any help whatsoever for accidents or random problems. It's scary. It's exciting, too. I will be on my own. Sort of. I will be paying my own way as my parents can't afford it. I know it's going to be super hard to get all of my work done. I think I can keep up with it, though, if I really try. I don't want a life like my parents. They don't DO things. They work. The highlight of their day is when they come home and, hopefully, the house is clean and there is something good to watch on TV. I want to actually live my life. My mom had two kids by the time she 20. I'm getting offtrack, but the point is, I am scared and excited. Way to extend that, huh?
Lulu is blasting TBS and singing about love she surely has no idea about. But then again neither do I so who am I to judge?
June, The Hush Sound, and The Junior Varsity on the 3rd. Jealous much? Thought so.
remind me not to ever act this way again.