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Happy New Year everyone!! Although I don't think anyone still reads my posts haha. Oh well I like to write here anyway to relieve some stress and get things off of my chest!
I don't remember the last time I wrote here but I'm sure it was recent enough that nothing drastic has changed. I am so excited for this new year the all the new possibilities and opportunities that will come my way. 2014 was amazing, I've been given amazing opportunities and I've learned so much about myself especially with my new career as a ballet dancer.
This year for me will be the year of letting go...of one thing, well person in particular. If you know my blog you know what I am talking about. I've learned a long lesson that you can't make someone love you, and if they don't after 7 years then they never will. I am going to protect myself from now on, and pour more love into myself rather than into someone who doesn't want it. I need to stop bending over backwards for someone who wont even lift a finger for me. I am not angry over it, but I am grateful, I only wish I could have done this sooner. I know what I deserve in friendshps and relationships and I will be on my path to attracting the kind of people I need into my life this year. This is going to be a tough thing for me to do, letting go of someone who you love and had occupied your every thought for so long is going to be far from easy, I've experienced some rough patches in my life especially when I was in college (eating disorders, heartbreak, self loathing, self harm) and if I was able to get through that, then God will be able to get me through anything. My mind is so much stronger than it used to be and for that I am so thankful. I am ecstatic about this new year and I pray that this year will bring so many more blessings than ever before.
To anyone reading this, I hope you have an amazing year, filled with positive, life changing experiences and growth!!
xoxo
I don't remember the last time I wrote here but I'm sure it was recent enough that nothing drastic has changed. I am so excited for this new year the all the new possibilities and opportunities that will come my way. 2014 was amazing, I've been given amazing opportunities and I've learned so much about myself especially with my new career as a ballet dancer.
This year for me will be the year of letting go...of one thing, well person in particular. If you know my blog you know what I am talking about. I've learned a long lesson that you can't make someone love you, and if they don't after 7 years then they never will. I am going to protect myself from now on, and pour more love into myself rather than into someone who doesn't want it. I need to stop bending over backwards for someone who wont even lift a finger for me. I am not angry over it, but I am grateful, I only wish I could have done this sooner. I know what I deserve in friendshps and relationships and I will be on my path to attracting the kind of people I need into my life this year. This is going to be a tough thing for me to do, letting go of someone who you love and had occupied your every thought for so long is going to be far from easy, I've experienced some rough patches in my life especially when I was in college (eating disorders, heartbreak, self loathing, self harm) and if I was able to get through that, then God will be able to get me through anything. My mind is so much stronger than it used to be and for that I am so thankful. I am ecstatic about this new year and I pray that this year will bring so many more blessings than ever before.
To anyone reading this, I hope you have an amazing year, filled with positive, life changing experiences and growth!!
xoxo