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Tonight is one of those nights where I just feel everything. I really wish I had someone to talk to all of my friends have their own lives and don't want to be bothered with me or my thoughts. That's why I keep this page around so I have a place to vent. I've been feeling like a failure lately in just about every aspect of my life. I cant seem to keep it together for everyone but today I broke down. I'm usually home alone all the time so I don't have to hide anything. I don't know what it is. everywhere I look it seems life everyone is enjoying life and they are happy. they have everything they want and I don't, I think i deserve to be happy im a good person, im nice and friendly, a little shy but whatever why cant I have the things that I want, its all I think about. oh well maybe not everyone is meant to have happiness