Apr 14, 2006 02:03
man it has been FOREVER! Most of you can read all about me on myspace, but I have always put the stuff I couldnt share with just ANYONE on here. So...
I have been spending quite a bit of time in ybor over the last few months. Since January actually. I have gotten to know many of the staff members at the club I go to and even spend time outside of the club goofing around with them. A few weeks ago my friends and I got one of the bouncers who I have had my eye on for a long time to go with us to Dennys. Long story short he wound up coming back to Port Richey with us where we stayed on my friend Haydee's couch. Well... We messed around and stuff. We started to have sex but didnt get far because an alarm clock went off and we both freaked out. lol (yeah this is one of those entries that no one is allowed to giv eme shit about.) Since that night I haven't really talked to him much due to a whole lot of miscommunication and due to the fact that right before this all happened he and his ex had had a really bad break up due to her royally screwing him over. Well... I was sitting around with my new roommate (yes I moved to Lakeland) after work last night talking with her and we were trying to figure out what could possibly be wrong with me. See I have been having really bad bouts of nausea lately. For no reason at all. And on top of it my period was abnormal to an extreme degree this month. Usually it is like 5 days of lots of crippling cramps and a super heavy flow. This month it was super light with maybe a half a day of cramps and it lasted like 3.5 days. If that. So once we started thinking about this stuff we started to wonder if maybe I am pregnant. Now I am not saying I am, but I have most of the symptoms. If these symptoms keep up I am getting a test and taking it.
Please pray for me. I don't sleep around, at least I haven't been, lol. Actually I hadn't been with anyone in over a year. This is such a fluke. I will keep you posted, I pinky promise. If you want to call me my cell number is 727 255 3034. What I am most worried about is if I am pregnant, Andrew isn't going to be very thrilled... I don't think anyway. We are still friends, but like I said we have a lot of miscommunication going on and I don't want him to think I am making shit up to keep him with me. Afterall, he is a bouncer at the club I go to and hears a lot of shit. sigh.
I will write a real entry soon. lol With more details about my life and stuff. Love you and miss you all!