Hmm, everyone's leaving.

Aug 30, 2006 12:54

You know, at graduation everyone was so sad saying things like, "I'm going to miss you so much". Blah, blah, blah. I do recall someone saying, "We still have the summer."

Its funny how all of those people are already gone. I've heard some complain about how I never call, when I have. The best part, they actually haven't. They complain that no one has put in an effort, when everytime I have, its been shut down. Why the fuck bother if you're A) not going to respond and B) going to create lies in order to complain about me.

In the next 4 or 5 days several people will be moving, including myself. I won't see any of you before you leave. Not because I didn't care, but because you didn't. I have made damn well sure to try and include everyone anytime I was in control of the plans. I either got no answer, an "I'll try" and have them never show up, or a plain and simple "No, I'm not feeling that". You know, I gave you the fucking chance, and you didn't take it. The only person you can blame is yourself.

At least I know that none of you are going to give a fuck about me when you leave. You won't call, you won't email, you probably won't even think about me again. I'm just fine with it. I know that you were never my friend apparently. If I meant so much, YOU would have called instead of being so stuck up saying that I never made an effort. I know that everyone is fake, including me.

Its hard to see someone who has claimed to be my best friend for so many years just move away without a simple goodbye. People you've known for a few months are more important than the ones who have been with you through everything from breakups to breakdowns for years.  But no, all that effort means SHIT ALL!! All I deserve is a "Bye" on msn.

Thats fucking fantastic.

Sorry I wasted my time. Goodbye to all of my "Secord friends." Because apparently, thats all that most of you were.
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