Lone Star State
I'm offically here in Texas... This was the most longest weekend ever- Wes and I left Vermont last monday and we finally got to Texas this afternoon.
It was the MOST hardest thing I had to do last monday... I thought I won't stop crying on the road. I had to pull over at least twice to try to calm myself down. It was the most hardest thing I ever had to do in my life. Leaving my family, my mother who was in tears when I drove away, my father was actually happy, he was smiling. I think he was too proud of me to make some big changes, even though we're almost 2,000 miles away. It's the hardest thing I could do.
Then I got a page from my closest friends, they wanted to see us for the last time... So I agreed to it... We drove to Bert's... It was the most hardest thing. I was crying so hard when I had to leave my good friends. I couldn't just let go. Then when I drove away, I could see one of my friend, Rebby walking down to my car and I just couldn't look at her so I just signed ILY to her as when I drove away... Gosh I was in a lot of tears. I've been crying for a week. I'm finally much calmer down.
Then when I got to Rochester for the night, Wes gave me a card and small album, I was like huh? I'm like OH NO... Cuz I made excally one for Rebby.... our childhood memories photo book.... She did the excally the same. I brust into tears... I was crying the whole time... I kept looking at it all the way to Texas.. Wes was like arent' you sick of it. I'm like, never sick of it!
We got to Texas this afternoon just in time when my father in law and one of my neice, Savannah... She ran to me and gave me a big hug. Gosh I needed it. But I didn't see my other nephew and neice, until recently, boy they really grew! Espically Hunter, He's almost over 5'2 inches ! He's only 11 year old-
Well, I better get going- I need to unpack everything..... and I mean everything. I just can't believe I'm actually here in Texas.
good day ya'all