Dec 02, 2008 22:35
I thought about livejournal the other day and decided to check it out again. Seems like there's not much going on. So I'll write something anyways.
Dan and I just celebrated 5 years with a cruise to the bahamas. I was vaguely hopeful he would propose. vaguely is the key word. no such luck.
still trucking along through nursing school. in debt up to my eyeballs. but it's worth it. i believe i have found my niche in the nursing world. ER. I would have never thought myself to be an ER nurse but ever since my one experience last semester i had to have more. So i'm a tech at North Fulton ER and it is amazing. i love going to work!
my mom is currently unemployed. again. and has just told me that she can no longer afford my car payment. so i'm not really sure what's going to happen. i'm so furious, disappointed, irritated with her that i haven't spoken to her. i'm just tired of having to be the responsible adult all the time. i'm the child, thats what i want to tell her. you are the parent. act like one.
on the other hand, i'm worried about her. she's been on this downward spiral for the past 2 months and it just got worse when her uncle passed away in early november. she's doing drugs, drinking and fighting with her husband. we are all worried about her, but you can't tell her that she has a problem. everyone else has a problem, not her.
It's much easier to type here than write in my journal. easy on the hands. but it doesn't have the therapeutic effect that writing does.