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This week was. eventful.
Im getting more & more close with the guys. I really like hanging out with them every weekend.
The weather has been annoying this weekend. I hate the cold & the dry wind. My allergies are killing me.
Last night was chris's birthday house party. I have been looking forward to it for awhile. It was a lot of fun tho. it was a costume party, i ended up dressing up as a school girl, chase was a sexy bob the builder lol,yasmin was a black cat & tina was a police officer. i spent all day getting ready. Me & yasmin ran around looking for costume stuff. We got ready & picked up froi laszlo & jason. Then headed over to the party in compton. We were all excited to go party so we had are own pre-party on the way there. We were all drinking & waiting for the rest of our friends to get there. We were having so much fun. The finally butter & greg get there & were all excited. Right as they walked in you could feel a downer from them like so thing was wrong. I just let them be & butter finally got into party mood with us. We all danced the night away. It was just one of the funniest nights ive had. i didn't have a care. I danced with everyone & even meet some new guys. it definitely gave be a boost of confidence but it didn't feel right just dancing with strangers. i want that someone.
I tired so hard not to think or just avoid what was going on with greg but he is acting so fucking different. im just pissed of at him. He had the nerve to ask me if i wanted to meet his ex gf. Im just still so confused, he told me one thing & then does the other. I know i know, he says he wants to be friends but everyone tells me he is likes me & why would we be talking so much on the phone like there is something ! He is pretty much back with his ex. He isn't happy anymore, he doesn't hang out with the guys anymore,he wants to be alone all the time..like wtf? He wanted me to think of him as a nice, caring guy that doesn't let anyone walk all over them..but he back with is ex just because she said sorry after cheating on him. im just frustrated. i should, i need to move on.
on a better note heres a picture of some of my party boys & me lol laszlo & jason!
Im getting more & more close with the guys. I really like hanging out with them every weekend.
The weather has been annoying this weekend. I hate the cold & the dry wind. My allergies are killing me.
Last night was chris's birthday house party. I have been looking forward to it for awhile. It was a lot of fun tho. it was a costume party, i ended up dressing up as a school girl, chase was a sexy bob the builder lol,yasmin was a black cat & tina was a police officer. i spent all day getting ready. Me & yasmin ran around looking for costume stuff. We got ready & picked up froi laszlo & jason. Then headed over to the party in compton. We were all excited to go party so we had are own pre-party on the way there. We were all drinking & waiting for the rest of our friends to get there. We were having so much fun. The finally butter & greg get there & were all excited. Right as they walked in you could feel a downer from them like so thing was wrong. I just let them be & butter finally got into party mood with us. We all danced the night away. It was just one of the funniest nights ive had. i didn't have a care. I danced with everyone & even meet some new guys. it definitely gave be a boost of confidence but it didn't feel right just dancing with strangers. i want that someone.
I tired so hard not to think or just avoid what was going on with greg but he is acting so fucking different. im just pissed of at him. He had the nerve to ask me if i wanted to meet his ex gf. Im just still so confused, he told me one thing & then does the other. I know i know, he says he wants to be friends but everyone tells me he is likes me & why would we be talking so much on the phone like there is something ! He is pretty much back with his ex. He isn't happy anymore, he doesn't hang out with the guys anymore,he wants to be alone all the time..like wtf? He wanted me to think of him as a nice, caring guy that doesn't let anyone walk all over them..but he back with is ex just because she said sorry after cheating on him. im just frustrated. i should, i need to move on.
on a better note heres a picture of some of my party boys & me lol laszlo & jason!
