Jul 05, 2004 12:25
I'm so bummed right now. I just got back from san diego. Last night was not very fun. I feel shitty just because things don't go the way I want the to.
Friday night, Brittany made me feel like shit. I almost drove right back home, even after spending 4 hours in traffic driving down there. It's the same old stuff... she got pissed that I didn't call her to tell her I was coming down, but yet she never confronts me about it. She's really hard to be friends with and I'm not even sure it's worth it.
I had a lot of fun on Saturday though. We woke up in the morning and Sam and I went to the coffee bean to get our favorite treat while the boys went and checked out the surf. It was flat and not to mention foggy, so me, Sam, Ryan and Taylor (Ryan's best friend) went to the spa. Then we came back to Ryan's showered and went to the Self-Relization center haha. Random, but really pretty. It's basically just some nice gardens over looking the beach. There were a lot of people meditating there though. Then the four of us decided to go to the hookah bar in PB. Taylor and I had conversations about being deep and bonded while smoking our Raspberry/bananna hookah packed in an orange. Quite possibly one of the best hookah sesh's I've ever had. Then we went to sushi back in encinitas and did sake bombs. yummm. Taylor is the best drinker I've ever seen haha. He plays rugby... that must be why.
That night we all got beligerant,hung out with people that were actually friendly and nice (even the girls!) smoked a lot of cloves and cigs, layed in the grass, etc. We walked back to Taylor's house and I got brown paint on my favorite zip up and my new shirt. grrr. Then we passed out.
The 4th is overrated and Britt and Carrie were getting on my nerves. I didn't really feel like being around a bunch of people. We went to this beach house that was pretty nice. Ryan and Taylor surfed while Sam and I played like little girls in the water. My favorite hobby = doing back flips in the waves. Sam and I played shark. I love acting like a little kid sometimes. By then we were over the beach so we headed back and all layed on Ryan's couch for awhile. Sam and Ry then went to some little party and Taylor and I saw Spiderman 2. Soooo good! Intense. Go Spidey. So blah blah blah... i'm back to last night. We set off some fireworks at Taylor's house and then left. I was bummed Taylor didn't want to go out with us last night. I'm still bummed. He goes to UC santa cruz and said he'd stop in SLO sometime. Hm.
I have to go to work in half an hour. I'm out of it and sad. I should eat, but I'm not hungry. I need to get a pedicure and go shopping. And hang out with my girlfriends. That would make me feel better.