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so at first i was fine with jeffrey hanging out with tina but now it just fuckin pisses me off ahahaha! i mean i dont really have anything against her cuz i dont really think i do plus i dont even know the girl and im not gonna hate someone i dont know but urgh does it piss me off they are hanging out and i HATE it! god do i wish i wasnt so jealous lol! they are probably having one of those romantic dinners and makinbg out and blah blah blah lol! haha yea so my mind is going wild right now lol!
anyways i pierced my own ears tonight :)! i just took the earrings and pushed them through and it didnt hurt.. i wasnt scared either.. and its addicting cuz i wanna do it again lol! i wanna get mt nose peirced too! and my lip even tho i know itll look like shit on me.. i want my eye brow done too.. wow would i look stupid bbut all well... and im doing something huge, well huge to me, and im not telling anyone about it! im scared tho lol! but imma still do it!! hopedully sometime this week :)! today i ate soo many fattening things it was horrible.. but the brownie was worth it lol! wow i feel better now that i wrote all this but as soon as i push UPDATE LIVEJOURNAL i know ill be pissed off again about them hanging out! god damn it.. we're BROKEN UP and im still getting fuckin pissed off and jealous and worried and all those feelings that come along with being a GIRLFRIEND which im not!
me and stef saw the really hot guy at the mall that asked for my # 2 weeks ago and i said no cuz it was the day after i broke up with jeffrey and now i regret it lol... he was sooo fuxckin hot.. like he wasnt even hot he was beyond that and beautiful! damn.. stef slapped me for not getting his #.. so next sunday were gonna go back and imma make myself look atleast decent lol and imma get his # time.. if i have the balls to say anything to him cuz he approached me the 4 times that we talked.. i didnt approach him once lol.. soo yea another entry of my boring life
Xo Always Ox,
JO
damn do i hate loving someone im not with :/...
i have a secret but i cant tell :P
anyways i pierced my own ears tonight :)! i just took the earrings and pushed them through and it didnt hurt.. i wasnt scared either.. and its addicting cuz i wanna do it again lol! i wanna get mt nose peirced too! and my lip even tho i know itll look like shit on me.. i want my eye brow done too.. wow would i look stupid bbut all well... and im doing something huge, well huge to me, and im not telling anyone about it! im scared tho lol! but imma still do it!! hopedully sometime this week :)! today i ate soo many fattening things it was horrible.. but the brownie was worth it lol! wow i feel better now that i wrote all this but as soon as i push UPDATE LIVEJOURNAL i know ill be pissed off again about them hanging out! god damn it.. we're BROKEN UP and im still getting fuckin pissed off and jealous and worried and all those feelings that come along with being a GIRLFRIEND which im not!
me and stef saw the really hot guy at the mall that asked for my # 2 weeks ago and i said no cuz it was the day after i broke up with jeffrey and now i regret it lol... he was sooo fuxckin hot.. like he wasnt even hot he was beyond that and beautiful! damn.. stef slapped me for not getting his #.. so next sunday were gonna go back and imma make myself look atleast decent lol and imma get his # time.. if i have the balls to say anything to him cuz he approached me the 4 times that we talked.. i didnt approach him once lol.. soo yea another entry of my boring life
Xo Always Ox,
JO
damn do i hate loving someone im not with :/...
i have a secret but i cant tell :P