I have no self control.
Today is the second day of my diet and I caved over honey mustard. I'm so dumb.
Also, you know how I said I would never drink or smoke this summer? Drank, a lot on the fourth but you all know that and smoked today.
I have no respect for myself or my body.
If I could just lose weight, I wouldn't be so careless with what I do to me because I would love myself.
I guess I'm starting over tomorrow on the diet from hell.
The cabbage soup diet. uhh.
Day one:
cabbage soup, fruit
Day two:
cabbage soup, vegetables (minus beans, corn, and peas)
baked potato for dinner
Day three:
cabbage soup, fruit and vegetables, no potato
...you see where this is going. I finally get meat by day six. The soup is horrible. It smells good but I can't even stomache it. It is nothing but water, cabbage, canned tomatoes, celery, green onions, and green peppers. At least I get to season it with salt, pepper, curry, parsley, and or bouillon.
i've been working out. I'm in hella pain. I think two hours a day is too much. I should do one hour a day.
I need to get crest white strips. Pretty teeth will make my face pretty.
I need to stop biting my nails. My mom has beautiful hands. Mine look like a boys.
I need to get attractive clothing when I finally do lose weight. That will be the definate thing that makes me pretty.
As god is my witness, one day I will be hot. really hot. I can feel it.
I wish there was a thing like 'The Swan' for teenage girls but minus the plastic surgery and the t.v. part. I would totally volunteer for it.
Also, you know how I said I would never drink or smoke this summer? Drank, a lot on the fourth but you all know that and smoked today.
I have no respect for myself or my body.
If I could just lose weight, I wouldn't be so careless with what I do to me because I would love myself.
I guess I'm starting over tomorrow on the diet from hell.
The cabbage soup diet. uhh.
Day one:
cabbage soup, fruit
Day two:
cabbage soup, vegetables (minus beans, corn, and peas)
baked potato for dinner
Day three:
cabbage soup, fruit and vegetables, no potato
...you see where this is going. I finally get meat by day six. The soup is horrible. It smells good but I can't even stomache it. It is nothing but water, cabbage, canned tomatoes, celery, green onions, and green peppers. At least I get to season it with salt, pepper, curry, parsley, and or bouillon.
i've been working out. I'm in hella pain. I think two hours a day is too much. I should do one hour a day.
I need to get crest white strips. Pretty teeth will make my face pretty.
I need to stop biting my nails. My mom has beautiful hands. Mine look like a boys.
I need to get attractive clothing when I finally do lose weight. That will be the definate thing that makes me pretty.
As god is my witness, one day I will be hot. really hot. I can feel it.
I wish there was a thing like 'The Swan' for teenage girls but minus the plastic surgery and the t.v. part. I would totally volunteer for it.