jeffrey melton. one year today.

[dontholdback]

♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥

i miss you times the world.
i think about you every other second of everyday.
i wanna see you.
you are always in my dreams.
i will never get over this.
i cannot wait to see you again.

i cannot break the fact that
i will never see you again in
this lifetime.
it breaks my fucking heart.
i hate hate HATE it.

i'm going over to your house
soon. just to visit.
hope your aunt will like
that.

whenever i think of you,
i remember the way you used
to walk by me in the commons,
i'd be sitting indian style...
& you'd come up & say:
"allison stein" and then do that
smirk you'd always do. :)
and that note you wrote on my pillowcase.

i miss that.

kati told me that we would have
had the prettiest babies.
that made me smile.

i can't believe it's one year today.
if i had one wish,
it would be to bring you back ♥

i love you and you will
never be forgotten.
mark my word.
<3

all i want is to turn back time
to my favorite summer.
everything could start over.
i could have helped you.
this would have never happened.