long time post
so i haven't posted to livejournal in years, but maybe now it's appropriate to do so.
my night sucked. i've been home for a couple days. a nice relaxing spring break away from gainesville. so after 2 days of course i'm bored and worried that i'm waisting my life away. so after having a very early dinner with my parents at cheesecake factory at the mall i have them drop me off on the beach. i go to lincoln road, do shit, meet people, get stood up, meet more people, get stood up again, and somehow get home by way of people i know. by the time that happens i'm just glad to be here, safe, in a completely happy, safe, nice, environment. atleast i can't get stood up by home. it's nice.
well my night was blegh. and yet i made myself get out of the house to go do it. i have not made one single good friend when i was out clubbing, EVER. not once. and i don't have any idea why. people aren't sincere when they're out dancing and drinking. they'll buy you a drink, but five minutes later they're out the door and you're standing there alone again completely clueless. so many people are totaly willing to buy me drinks. i was given two wristbands for mansion (i didn't go. had absolutely no interest because i was already tired and kinda pissed) but then when things become serious, everyone's gone. people leave. things are over. done. goodbye. and i'm left standing there.
why?
my night sucked. i've been home for a couple days. a nice relaxing spring break away from gainesville. so after 2 days of course i'm bored and worried that i'm waisting my life away. so after having a very early dinner with my parents at cheesecake factory at the mall i have them drop me off on the beach. i go to lincoln road, do shit, meet people, get stood up, meet more people, get stood up again, and somehow get home by way of people i know. by the time that happens i'm just glad to be here, safe, in a completely happy, safe, nice, environment. atleast i can't get stood up by home. it's nice.
well my night was blegh. and yet i made myself get out of the house to go do it. i have not made one single good friend when i was out clubbing, EVER. not once. and i don't have any idea why. people aren't sincere when they're out dancing and drinking. they'll buy you a drink, but five minutes later they're out the door and you're standing there alone again completely clueless. so many people are totaly willing to buy me drinks. i was given two wristbands for mansion (i didn't go. had absolutely no interest because i was already tired and kinda pissed) but then when things become serious, everyone's gone. people leave. things are over. done. goodbye. and i'm left standing there.
why?