i need to write because i don't have much time to change my life
shit happened with architecture. i can do two things
1. leap over canyans, break in to buildings, and go on a big trip alone leaving tomorrow to be able to pass this semester
or
2. take a year to do other things. take other classes. get a job. have some fun. retake some architecture stuff next year that i could have done better on. put my life on pause for a year.
i think i've been wanting to do that for a while, realizing ways in which i was lacking. not living up to my personal aspirations. thinking a lot about the balance between enjoyment and responsibility, questioning what was important to me, but i needed the impetus to perhaps do something.. and my psychotic professor was just the man to show me.
when this all resolves i'll write a story about it.
1. leap over canyans, break in to buildings, and go on a big trip alone leaving tomorrow to be able to pass this semester
or
2. take a year to do other things. take other classes. get a job. have some fun. retake some architecture stuff next year that i could have done better on. put my life on pause for a year.
i think i've been wanting to do that for a while, realizing ways in which i was lacking. not living up to my personal aspirations. thinking a lot about the balance between enjoyment and responsibility, questioning what was important to me, but i needed the impetus to perhaps do something.. and my psychotic professor was just the man to show me.
when this all resolves i'll write a story about it.