Dec 25, 2004 19:29
merry christmas guys. i might actually see you outside the deep depths of hell aka school. i get ungrounded today!
garsh. idk what to say.
i was so happy i got to see everybody at cotilion.
i made a mistake. and i regret it so bad. and i wish i could just get on with my life and put it in the past. i hate remembering things...its probably because i've been stuck inside the house and theres nothing to do but think...im just interested in how things will work out...oh god, i cant even complete any of my thoughts.
this is just a waste of space.
whatever, im going to keep wasting space. screw you guys anyways.
a lot has changed since...whenever i last updated.
i turned 17.
i conquered the pyramid...& it wasn't that great. but i learned a lot. and..well. yeah.
i got a car. a nice car. lol.
well...
oh god, i think thats it. i should probably delete everything i just wrote to keep me from looking like a loser.
oh well, cant hide the obvious.
i passed precalc in yo face.
um...i can make margaritas now!!!!!!
we're gonna have an 80s-90s party and play atari, and wear snap bracelets, and tickle furbys, and kill tamagotchis, and ride scooters, and wear scrunchies.
um yeah.
i cant wait til tomorrow night...i get to see everybody!!!! and legally too! and i can stop making phone calls from the closet. and i can...well, thats about it.
sigh.
kevin is in town. we will...do what we always do. holler.
sams not supposed to stay inside anymore cause he pissed in my parents room and then he vomited. i thought it was quite funny. as long as i didn't have to clean it. i let him in anyways. awww. i tried to give him some catnip. he hates catnip, which is kind of weird. but hes sam, and he's different from any other cat in the world--so i guess i shouldnt be surprised.
i miss you. sigh. again.