i feal like shit

Sep 02, 2004 18:53

first thing to say is that i love sam so very much
and that she makes my day so much better when i c her
she is realy a great person
and i cant stand this crap with our parents gettin involved
jus becasue we were 'messin' around
and it realy makes me feal like shit
casue i has no say so in my own relationship at all
and thats jus not gona happen
and another thing
me and my dad have established that we dont like each other
alls we do is argue about senceless shit all the time
and he says that i have to take a drug and alchol program in order 4 him to buy me a car
and ok u no sence im such a hardcore drug user and alcholic
thats y i need to go through this program
and my stepmom tells me that she hates the way that i talk to my dad
when hes the 1 thats always got something to argue about
i mean its not like i come home and try to start an argument with someone
im sorry but thats jus not me, everyone nos that i dont do that stuff
i dont like to argue with people
but when they r wrong and they no that they r wrong i jus have to prove it to them
and thats when my stepmoms says that she hates the way that i talk to my dad
im sorry but good god hes always got somethin to say that i did wrong or about how bad i am becasue i still do drugs even though i havent touched shit sence i last failed a drug test.
but still that doesnt matter to him
in his eyes im jus a failure to him
well that pretty much sums up how my life sucks ass
except 4 sam
well i love u sam ttyl
bye
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