PLEASE READ ALL OF THIS .
ok. so i've been thinking and its new years eve and i want to start the year by apologizing to everyone that i might have done something wrong to. it's going to include pretty much everyone so
to myself/
i'm sorry i'm so pessemistic
i'm sorry i don't believe in myself
i'm sorry i've been self-mutilating
i'm sorry i let myself get hurt by others
i'm sorry i believed him even though deep down i knew it was all lies
i'm sorry for crying so much
i'm sorry for hating myself at times
to my family/
i know you won't be reading this but i want to get it off my chest.
parents
i'm sorry for all the arguments
i'm sorry for all the lies
i'm sorry i get so mad at you sometimes
i'm sorry for yelling at you
i'm sorry for doing things behind your back
i'm sorry i upset you so much
molly
i'm sorry for being such a bad big sister.
i'm sorry for yelling at you
i'm sorry for fighting with you
i'm sorry i kick you out when my friends are over
i'm sorry i ignore you
i'm sorry for being a bad role model.
to my friends/
i love you all and i would never ask for anyone better to be my friends
julia
i'm sorry for not calling you last summer
i'm sorry for not buying you flowers for your recital
i'm sorry i don't always know what to say
i'm sorry i'm not always the best friend out there.
taissa
i'm sorry i never talked at lunch in 7th grade.
i guess i was just so used to us being best friends in sixth grade. then it sorta changed and we almost never talked. then you moved. but we've gotten so much closer since you moved and we are best friends again. so maybe it was good that you moved. even though i miss you soo terribly much.
i'm sorry i didn't always return your calls
i'm sorry it took so long to send you emails
everyone else
i'm sorry for not returning your calls
i'm sorry if i ever ditched you
i'm sorry if i ever lied to you
i'm sorry for doing anything that might have hurt you
anyone/
i'm sorry if i was ever rude to you
i'm sorry if i ever made you mad
i'm sorry if i did anything to upset you
everyone from the comments in my last entry/
i'm so sorry i accused the wrong person.
i never should have blamed anyone.
that just got too far and i feel bad for what happened.
anonymous
i'm sorry for doing whatever i did to make you mad
i'm sorry i was so rude
brooke
i am so sorry for thinking it might have been you. it was so wrong of me to do that. i had just heard from someone before that you had something bad about me and victoria. i don't know if it's true or not but i don't care about that. i shouldn't have accused you and i hope you can forgive me
ok so i think i'm done. and it feels like a weight has been lifted off my shoulders. i really hope you all can forgive me because i truly am sorry and i don't want to start the new year with people hating me. so please accept my apologies.