"You were a phase, it's over with."

[donteventry8]

Lately I'm changing a lot, I'm really turning my whole life around... well trying to at least, but I will. I just need some time. Most of this 'change' has to do with girls and making them a smaller part of my life and focusing on friends more. And focusing somewhat less on sports and I can't really stop focusing on school with next year's schedule... I'm scared about next year. I have calculus, advanced English, and Advanced Social Studies, so I'm missing a week of something on East Coast, and my Vault coach wasn't happy about me missing two weeks of track for East Coast >.<, but that's okay because I can't wait, it's going to be so much fun. My mom's going to, which I don't mind so much. I'm working on not having anything with a girl for a while and figuring out what I really want right now. I'm trying to be independant and not have a significant other there. It's working out okay for the most part. It's kind of hard because I'm always running from girl to girl liking her.. then her and her and her and her and her and you guys all I know how I am. Well I'm fixing that because I started to realize that I don't actually like those people it's just me being stupid. A really good friend of mine helped me realize all this and I thank her a lot for it... She's helping me out a lot and I care about her more than anything but I just wish I could give her something in return for everything she's giving me.

I want to hangout with everyone.
So if you want to hangout you should call my cell...
Now!