Nov 17, 2004 19:32
My head won't stop hurting... it's really getting unbarable. It's almost incapacitating at work sometimes but i can't leave.
Ed came home when i was making some tea tonight. He gave me a hug to try and make me feel better. The 2 seconds of contact from him made me realise how badly i wanted Dan to be here. I don't know why, or what it could possibly accomplish, but i want him here so badly. I asked him if he would, after he was done at the gym. But i told him not to worry about it when i finally heard back from him 'cause i realised that, once agian, i was asking too much of him.
But I still want him to be here. I can't stand the pain.