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no, this is not okay. this is NOT okay. i can not sit in this room and hear this conversation and have my heart broken. do NOT tell me those things and tell her those things and tell me other things. and you can not break my heart. but there you go..breaking it into billions of pieces. and every single bit of it is my fault because i knew what you were doing. and i knew it was all bullshit. but i could not help but fall. and you know that i fall hard. i told you that. did you take advantage of that? did you know while you were doing it? that you were slowly tearing everything in me completely apart. shredding everything i had built back up. learning to love, and let people love again. and YOU FUCKED EVERY SINGLE BIT OF IT UP. and i bet you knew it the entire time, didn't you?