Oct 19, 2004 16:01
and i laugh uncontrollably at how pathetic
and alone
i am at this moment.
fuck it. fuck everything. fuck friendship, fuck love, fuck trust. time to turn my life into an -ism because that's all i deserve. disappearance? maybe. fuck. fuck..........
the lonliness becomes too much at certain points.
i am alone. forever. what a sick realization.