note to self :dont die

[dontdropme]

I'm back,well,I never really went anywhere,but my modem died and so did my throat.

A whole week of doing nothing...except slushies and painkillers.Pretty much the same as any other week,apart from the fact that I didn't go out or paint or give a damn about you.Can't treat me unfairly and not expect me to notice or react,dickhead.

My dad kinda

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im aching to be a victim

[dontdropme]

Ah,Ben.You can be such a moron sometimes.This is one of those times.Some advice - stop being so stubborn and self absorbed and take a look at yourself and the way you might be making other people feel with your actions and words.Its not all about you Ben,despite what your egotistical,deluded little homosexual head might think.
You fucked me around for a few months while you casually made up your mind about what you wanted,regardless of what I may have been feeling.I gave you countless opportunities to let me know where I stood with you,so that I wouldn't get any further attached,but you chose to drag it on,leave me confused and wondering for a little longer.You got jealous of other boys,to the point where you told me that if I was with a certain guy,I would never be able to be with you.Who the fuck do you think you are? But i'm over all that,its your loss, its when you start adding insult to injury that I get pissed off.Grow up.Start admitting a few things to yourself.Goodluck to anyone who decides that they want to be with you.

[autumnalpark]

1. Coulsn't have said the above better..hang on, that is what I DID say!!

2. Take the job, may get you out of your rut and give you $$$$

[dontdropme]

we'll see what happens.Theres lots of things I have to consider...

mmmmmmmdunno.