you're not alone
arrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrgh.
I feel crappy.
But,this makes me feel better...
yesterday I bought: The Cure - 'The Cure'
Beth Orton - 'Central Reservation'
I love them both already,the cure is so dark and lonely but kind of empowering and central reservation is just kinda beautiful.
I've spent the last couple of days painting and listening to sad songs,being lame and feeling sorry for myself.I wish I didn't care so much,but I do.I wish someone could just let me know what it is I'm supposed to do,because it seems no matter how much I try, I can't put a foot right.
Band practice now.I need beer money.