i miss...
i feel like i've lost so much innocence. as people move on, i've been forced to. i knew this would eventually happen, but i still wish it didn't. i'll get to the point. i miss my crew, i miss the way things used to be. i miss zak's house on keylon every weekend of our fucking lives. so many memories came from that house. i miss family guy in the garage and i miss doing absolutely nothing. i miss waking up on the floor and fucking around with the video cameras outside. i miss playing halo and watching people play halo until my eyes were bleeding. i miss summer baseball. i miss giving my best buds high fives in the halls. i miss car rides singing artist in the ambulance, and i miss so much more. even though alot of my friends are still at home, its not the same at all. its easy to not think about all of these things but when i do it makes me really sad. and i hope it would be the same for everyone who was a part of these things. im having some trouble coping, because i know we're not all together anymore...but i think i'll be fine.