All My Lies Are Only Wishes. I Know I Would Die If I Could Come Back New.
When I sat down on the bed next to you,you started to cry.
I said, maybe if I leave, you'll want me to come back home.
Or maybe all you mean, is "leave me alone."
At least that's what you said.
You're irresistible when you get mad, isn't it sad? I'm immune.
I thought it was cute for you to kiss my purple, black eye.
Even though I caught it from you, I still think we're serious...
... at least that's what you said.
-Wilco
I want to write a letter to the world.
I want to say that I don't deserve this. I don't deserve the good and I don't deserve the bad.
K-I don't understand you. I am sorry that I scared you, but...Goddamn. I don't deserve this. You are truly sicker than I'll ever begin to understand. In time, you'll see that you don't have herpes (none of us do), but you have everything else in the world wrong with you. Get help, you need it.
A-Why the hell do you love me? I don't even love me. I am not sure that I am worthy of even feeling love anymore, yet you constantly shell it out. I don't know where it comes from and all I can do is appriciate it. But I can't even do that. I hope that you don't change before I fix what's wrong with my head and learn to love you like you love me. You are the true definition of a friend. Damn...I'm so lucky to have you and I know it, yet I am still not satisfied. What the hell else am I looking for? I don't know why I can't be with you, all I know is that I can't. I don't deserve you.
I want this all to end. I want my heart to stop breaking. I want to start over, but I don't want to loose what I've already have. I want it all.
When did it all get so hard? I remember when everything was beautiful and nothing hurt.
I need to stop thinking and smile. I am going to go watch The Aristocrats. Sarah Silverman can make it all better for a few hours.
I said, maybe if I leave, you'll want me to come back home.
Or maybe all you mean, is "leave me alone."
At least that's what you said.
You're irresistible when you get mad, isn't it sad? I'm immune.
I thought it was cute for you to kiss my purple, black eye.
Even though I caught it from you, I still think we're serious...
... at least that's what you said.
-Wilco
I want to write a letter to the world.
I want to say that I don't deserve this. I don't deserve the good and I don't deserve the bad.
K-I don't understand you. I am sorry that I scared you, but...Goddamn. I don't deserve this. You are truly sicker than I'll ever begin to understand. In time, you'll see that you don't have herpes (none of us do), but you have everything else in the world wrong with you. Get help, you need it.
A-Why the hell do you love me? I don't even love me. I am not sure that I am worthy of even feeling love anymore, yet you constantly shell it out. I don't know where it comes from and all I can do is appriciate it. But I can't even do that. I hope that you don't change before I fix what's wrong with my head and learn to love you like you love me. You are the true definition of a friend. Damn...I'm so lucky to have you and I know it, yet I am still not satisfied. What the hell else am I looking for? I don't know why I can't be with you, all I know is that I can't. I don't deserve you.
I want this all to end. I want my heart to stop breaking. I want to start over, but I don't want to loose what I've already have. I want it all.
When did it all get so hard? I remember when everything was beautiful and nothing hurt.
I need to stop thinking and smile. I am going to go watch The Aristocrats. Sarah Silverman can make it all better for a few hours.