I suppose you are asking yourself some questions.
"What is up with
Rochelle lately?".
"How is
she doing?"
Who am I kidding, you could care less. Point of the matter is that I am actaully doing okay.
I have these moments of doubt where I feel kind of lost in the flow of things. They all fall down at once. I am not perfect right now. Hell, I feel like shit really. My best friend is becoming really close friends with Yvonne. Ryan is being a complete asshole (as usual, but more intense). Ronnie and I talk less and less.
I am falling out of the flow of things.
Noel and I are great. At first I felt really bored by him. He seemed dull. I learn more about him. He is adorable, sweet, caring, funny, and he has his silly side. I've known him for a week already. It really seems like mere hours. I realize just how cool of a guy he is. I really respect him and he really makes me laugh. He's a good friend. We are just seeing each other, so I don't know where its going. For once I don't really care. I just like being around him.
One thing has been on my mind like crazy. Driving. It's all I can think of. I want to pass the driving test so bad. I am scheduling the test for Wednesday. If I pass I am throwing a HUGE party.
That's what I've been up to really.
Just thought I would give you the 4-1-1.