Aug 02, 2005 19:38
i went to Bible study today... it was good... i needed that....
the waiter at the restraunt looked kinda like ty pennington... i can't wait for extreme makeover to come on with new episodes...
i have never seen so many people at walmart in my life... it was crazy...
JULIA'S DAD DOESN'T HAVE CANCER!!!!!!! YAY!!!!!!!!
i really have nada clue why i am still wantin to be his friend... i have so many other awesome friends that are actually there for me.... and he isn't... so why the heck do i still miss him!?!?! and why the heck did i have to see him today! grr!
i am ready for school.. yes, i am weird... but i can't stand not seein everyone.... man, i saw sooo many people up at the school today... and i miss every one of them... goodness....
i have a weird feeling... and i hate this weird feeling... its like, i can't stay calm... i am sooo nervous, but there is nothin to be nervous about?? everytime i have this feeling, something bad happens... and the weird thing is... i only have it when i think about john... right when i saw him i got all tense... i just need to calm down... forget about what used to be and move on...
i don't get it... i will be soooo happy... then somethin comes to mind and i feel guilty (?) for being happy?? i dunno...
this was a random ramble post... comment if ya want!! love ya! :o)