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this thought just occurred to me that i want things to go back ot normal, the easy way, but it's never been easy, i've always felt like shit, and i don't think i'm anywhere close to normal whatever that is. i don't know what the fuck is oging on in my head or in my heart right now, but i think i need something, i just odn't know what. i started at
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but hey...this isn't about me is it?
im not putting names out there, but this is the same person that i really cared about, but that ppl told me she fucked me over, and i freaked, for about a day, then believed her...but now, i keep hearing more and more about the same lie b/c shes "worried about me"... and my belief in her is unravelling more and more by the second.... its prob. gonna hurt to not even tell her, to just stop talking to her, im not gonna be a bitch, but if i cant trust you how can i be close to you?? this prob. doesnt even make sense and its prob. scatter brained...but its the best i can do without naming names b/c this person has LJ.... but if you are/were worried about me why didnt you come to me???? why do you have to go thru other ppl that are important to me, ppl that have say over my life???? that fucked me over! and anyone who calls themself a "friend" wouldnt do that....
i really hope not...cause i really hope you know me better than that. but either way, it's cool.......i understand.
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