May 06, 2005 10:12
Yesterday was horrible. It probably ranks in the top 5 worst days of my life. I was really looking forward to seeing Michele after school, but when I stayed after, there was nobody. Everyone was gone because of the Rapist. Like he's magically going to come from North Salem to Timberlane when he could go to a Derry school or a Hampstead school or a (gasp!) North Salem school. Coker is just weird. He made everyone get inside when we were waiting for rides. The only reason why I stayed after in the first place was to see Michele and she never showed which pissed me off Royally, just because of the Rapist. I don't get why she didn't stay after. It makes no sense. The day just sucked from that point on. Then after school, I tried to call Michele's cell but I forgot her number. So I called Sam's cell but she wasn't home. Then I called Michele's house, nobody home. While I was making all these calls, my guitar was in the cafe with Rocco. I had the capo on the headstock, and when I got back it was gone. So that pissed me off too. THEN, I went to my crazy doctor to talk about my feelings and shit, so that pissed me off even more. Then when I came out of the doctor's office, Ron kept asking "What's wrong? Why aren't you talking? I know something's wrong..." And that pissed me off even more. So to calm down I went to play guitar out on the porch, but Ron called me in and Bitched and Bitched and Bitched at me for no reason, which pissed me off even more. Then he called me a pig, which pissed me off even more. Then he told me to go clean my room, which pissed me off even more. I just went to sleep and didn't clean the room. I feel so bad. All's I can say is that I'm sick and tired of being sick and tired