Some rules were made with the intentions to break

[dontcallmeemo]

Tongiht ive realized i do not have a high-tolerance of stress...i get stressed out super easy...and i cry super easy this damn essay is making me cry! how stupid is that! like ive tryed to do it but i cant...i just cant...i dont knwo what to write i dont know what its on. I wrote down the rubric but i dont get the words i wrote down it just dosent make sence...i think the reason this is all buggin me so much..is cuase im slipping so much this year I really need to learn how to learn...i also didn't sleep lasnt night that might be adding to it all...but im really on edge right now...like any little thing upsets me i really dont want to go to school tommrow i relaly dont want to go to secnond period tommrow...maby i just need some sleep

Like your gun to my head
your hand is ready to hurt me, pull the trigger
but this pain dosnet compare
to the pain that i had
when you ripped out my heart
and left it beating on the floor

changing, because well i think its my fault
not ever knowing what to do or even what to say
i know what was happeneing but i didnt stop it
but i thought this might change "us"
but i still see no change in you

why are you doing this to me?
im right here, ive become invisable to you
as i was in the begining
i watch you hurt me with others
but you taught me everything i needed to know
when i was like them,
but i want it more then they do, i still want you