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[dontcallmedenny]

slow down
stop drinking
stop smoking
start feeling
start living
stop eating shit
I'm excitied to get out of kalamazoo for a week
I get to see those not by aquaintance, but connection
the numbness is taking over again
yellow christmas lights warm the frostbite
I'll keep following the streets until I hit a red light
hit me in a pressure point
off balance for a week
time flies by when you don't pay attention to the things going on around you
I slept all weekend, for two days straight
I still feel like I want to sleep more
I'm try eating some greens
that should give me some energy
because I have none
maybe I should just get myself on a regular sleep cycle
that won't happen if I want to be social
That job offer looks better and better every day
the only problem is I have to give up so much that I believe
it offers security, comfort, success
there are things I have to take care of before hand
things I will forever regret not doing
I'll jump for it when the detroit area has a railway or more efficient public transit system
its too bad that place is such a mess and is completely not centralized in any fashion
why am I sush a sad bastard today
I guess it happens