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Did I drive you away? Did I not leave you any choice but to run? Or was it something you said? I think your just mad at yourself. You've done everything wrong. You don't what to do. Your just actin the fool. Now don't get me wrong I can see why. Your just too dumb to realize its all a lie. But please don't take these comments for more that what there worth. See we takes things different you and I. I'm pretty sure thats why we didn't work out. OOh but you make me so angry i can't find my way out. All of this crap piled on top of everything else. Boy I know you must be crazy. Theres no way to love you and still be me. I don't think you've realize that yet. Oh but soon you will and then by golly it'll just suck to be you. I'm really not trying to be harsh but honey you've got a brain. Why don't you try using it every once in awhile? Maybe it'll help you out of those sticky sitiations you get yourself in. No No No! I'm still not being mean. I'm just speaking my mind theres really no other way to do it. How can you be so oblivious. I see it and I'm not even close to you. You wouldn't think of letting me be that. Keep me at arms length see how far that gets you. I'm smarter than you are. I've been around the block on this. Now maybe I went with you but I've still been. You think your cool. Yeah you think your smart. But you must not be too smart cause you ain't got a girl. Yeah I know you can't believe i just said that. Well believe it and get over yourself. You don't even deserve this much space. I can't believe I am actually wasting my thoughts on you. But here I sit nonetheless. Time is of the essence or so you say. Where does all your time go? You don't have a job your only close friend has a girl. What do you do? Sit at home alone pondering the weight of a cockroach turd? I mean come on, "Time is of the essence my butt."