I'm screaming pretty nothings
"You've got wings now Kari, fly for me."
--Alex Guy.
I'm going to her funeral tomorrow. Yeah...I just hope that the people who didn't know her stay at school. Because that's just ridiculous, and just an excuse to get out of school. Which is incredibly sad. She was a great girl. Really fun. I remember when she used to braid my hair. And we used to play flashlight tag together. Go shopping. And I remember when my Mom coached her team, we'd play SPOONS next to each other. She was always really fun. And incredibly strong. Because when she got pregnant, no one wanted her to be in school, because she was only 16-years-old. But instead, people fought for her, and she was able to go to school. Even when she was on Maternity Leave, she did her homework. She was so brave. I love you Kari..:\
Okay so yeah, I talked to Hannah. She's going to give me some space, I think. Or, as she tells me. I told her that it bothered me when she wanted to 'go after' Tyler. Uhm yeah. I guess it just scares me that I might still like him, even though I tell myself I don't. It's just that I can't trust him. So it's pretty confusing.
The wedding was fun, though! Mrs. Richter, her daughter, her son, and I drank it up and partied. Hahaha she's so fricken sweet. Danced with my brother. He was drunk, but whatever. We danced to Vanilla Ice. hahahaha he's like, "You tell Josh Schaub that you danced with Robert Herman!" I was like yeah okay big brother. :P
Ahh school tomorrow. I'm excited :|.
♥
--Alex Guy.
I'm going to her funeral tomorrow. Yeah...I just hope that the people who didn't know her stay at school. Because that's just ridiculous, and just an excuse to get out of school. Which is incredibly sad. She was a great girl. Really fun. I remember when she used to braid my hair. And we used to play flashlight tag together. Go shopping. And I remember when my Mom coached her team, we'd play SPOONS next to each other. She was always really fun. And incredibly strong. Because when she got pregnant, no one wanted her to be in school, because she was only 16-years-old. But instead, people fought for her, and she was able to go to school. Even when she was on Maternity Leave, she did her homework. She was so brave. I love you Kari..:\
Okay so yeah, I talked to Hannah. She's going to give me some space, I think. Or, as she tells me. I told her that it bothered me when she wanted to 'go after' Tyler. Uhm yeah. I guess it just scares me that I might still like him, even though I tell myself I don't. It's just that I can't trust him. So it's pretty confusing.
The wedding was fun, though! Mrs. Richter, her daughter, her son, and I drank it up and partied. Hahaha she's so fricken sweet. Danced with my brother. He was drunk, but whatever. We danced to Vanilla Ice. hahahaha he's like, "You tell Josh Schaub that you danced with Robert Herman!" I was like yeah okay big brother. :P
Ahh school tomorrow. I'm excited :|.
♥