Slowly, but surely.

[dontbeahero1]

I am slowly getting myself back on track.
It seems like that part of me that is gone is getting bigger.
It's hard to explain, but, slowly and surely,
I am getting better.

My day will be a bad one.

I go see my probation officer today. She hasn't made me drop yet. (Take a drug test.)
But, I have a feeling this time, she will.

I can't possibly pass it.

So, if she does make me drop, and I fail, I won't be writing for awhile.

Oh well, not like anyone reads this anyways.
It's fine,though.

I kind of would rather not have anyone read my journal.

Less degrating comments and hurtful remarks. THat really doesn't matter though, I know that people don't do that anymore and it seems that people have grown up alot more.

Well, I have to go shower and meet my destiny.

Here's your,possibly, last Zen of the day, for awhile.

My long white hair is framed by
Green mountains
My body is surrounded
By a thousand cliffs and gorges
The pine gate is silent
No one passes by
The only ones who visit
Are the drifting clouds.

- Han-shan Te-ch’ing (1546-1623)