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i didn't even write about ally being the stupidest person on the planet last week and bringing up my mom's funeral in conversation. i don't ever want to talk to her again.
had my dorm shower today! that was fun. i got tons of stuff and gift cards and laundry stuff and shampoo and things from tons of people and DFH was there to write it all down and take down addresses so i didn't have to go searching again. so the thank you notes for this will take way less time than the thank you notes from graduation.
nothing too interesting. went for a walk with jenny and saw a bunch and then more bunches of people. walked through the drive through of dunkin' doughnuts. told jenny about ally being stupid and she agreed with me and actually like agreed instead of just being like "yeah. wow" like everyone else, except for brooke. brooke was like "wow she's stupid i hate her" or something.
really. just. tired.
saw a josh today. actually two but not both of the two that i've been dreaming about lately. he looked good but not in a "goddamn i just wanna jump your bones" kinda way. just really good.
i just want someone to talk to who will listen and maybe have some wise obi-wan-like thing to say about THIS. or someone who might just kinda understand. someone to hold on to.
i don't think i can get upset unless i think of how messed up i could be when i'm older. i almost cried today, that's how upset i was.
had my dorm shower today! that was fun. i got tons of stuff and gift cards and laundry stuff and shampoo and things from tons of people and DFH was there to write it all down and take down addresses so i didn't have to go searching again. so the thank you notes for this will take way less time than the thank you notes from graduation.
nothing too interesting. went for a walk with jenny and saw a bunch and then more bunches of people. walked through the drive through of dunkin' doughnuts. told jenny about ally being stupid and she agreed with me and actually like agreed instead of just being like "yeah. wow" like everyone else, except for brooke. brooke was like "wow she's stupid i hate her" or something.
really. just. tired.
saw a josh today. actually two but not both of the two that i've been dreaming about lately. he looked good but not in a "goddamn i just wanna jump your bones" kinda way. just really good.
i just want someone to talk to who will listen and maybe have some wise obi-wan-like thing to say about THIS. or someone who might just kinda understand. someone to hold on to.
i don't think i can get upset unless i think of how messed up i could be when i'm older. i almost cried today, that's how upset i was.