First and foremost.

Apr 17, 2008 14:00


So I am starting a new life. I am not really happy with my present. So...here it is.

As you can see...Im completely obsessed with Otep Shamaya. She's my idol, granted I am not a lesbian I look up to her and her life like it were the gold at the end of a rainbow. She's brilliant and so amazingly talented.

I like to be known as someone anyone can talk to. Someone who, if you were to need advice, I can help.

I also am always sick. I have a lung disease called CEP or Chronic Eosyniphillic Pneumonia. Sounds confusing but its not. It just sucks. Its a burden on my life. I will always have it. :-( Medicines everyday and every night.

Single I am, although I am new to it. Im having to beat men off with sticks at the moment. I dont like that part. I hate it actually. I just wish I knew what I truely wanted with my life right now. I can only hope that answer comes soon.

I am tired of hurting people because I dont know what I want.

I want to start writing more. I used to do poetry. Go to www.postpoems.com and search users for theepitomeof and you can read my old poetry. I havent wrote for years really.

So. Add me. I want friends and dont have anyone to really add on here. Most of my friends all moved away or we grew apart.

Until next time. Peace. :)

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