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I don't even know why Im writing in this cuz I don't think many take the time to read t ne/more and I really don't have the time, b/c these past two wks have been extremely hectic with the show and all coming up and overnight and skits and yeah well everything falls on me cuz of course I'm the leader of the crowed. My counselors have really been getting to me lately, b/c I've been doing everything for the show all by myself w/ no helping hand...I look back when I was a junior counselor and realized how lucky my Sr. counselor was to have me the one who was more then willing to split my time and efforts to help out and go costume shopping in a gazilion places. Urgh... Well Between the 4th and now I've been thinking alot about how many things I took upon myself lately just to experiment and see what it is I want. I came back to my original plan I am the relationship type girl. lol still till this point I don't know exactly what I want in a guy, but I have alot more of a clue. I liked what I used to have alot more then what I had recently. So well I'm back to the true kinda guy I want in my life and well I really and truly like this guy named Nelson and no he's not a weirdo, just a bit young he's not younger... but my age He's the biggest sweetheart he's attractive, but not like super built and like everyone wants him and he's a player kinda thing... he seems like the perfect guy for a relationship... He's always talking to me, but I don't know being that I'm the bosses daughter kinda seems to scare guys from work away in the sense that they wouldn't want to go out w/ me urgh and that just kills me cuz there's so many nice good looking guys at the work place. ohh yeah and I got bitched at big time, b/c I have a huge bill from the many times I called viv to West Virginia lol and they where really long convos to like an hr over here half an hr over there 20 minutes over here another half an hr over there and so on and so fourth hahaha it cracks me up lol but now I get to pay $135.00 lol but she's ohh so worth it hah I just have to be really careful next time cuz my dad was ready to kill me.