High Maintenance lol
Did i mention that i went to the mall with Kristin a few days ago to help my little sister to pick out a grad dress and while i was there and sitting in the food court waiting for Bry and Sher. I saw Colin go up the stairs with his friend Mark.
So not gonna lie, i pretty much DIVED under the table haha no joke like full out tuck and hide.
So after my sister and Kristin reasured me that it was ok to get out from under the table (i kid i kid) i needed to explain to them that he was an ex. An evil one at that, who ... hmmmm ... how do i put this nicely -- FUCKING HATES ME!! like blocked me from his msn, took for ever to get my stuff back from him cause he refused to see me, tried to steal MY friends from me after i broke up with him, stares me down if he actually sees me, pretty much makes me feel like the most usless thing on earth hence why i tuck and dive now when i see him.
Alright so thats who he is and i thought he hadnt seen me up un till today when i got an email from him that said that i gave him a "look" that i guess in his fucked up little buble means "CALL ME" cause he was asking for my new cell number "cause my old one wasnt in service anymore" -- haha not only that -- he said "must have been disconected" just for the added effect of it all - prick i actually moved away.
Anyways i sent him an email with my new number STUPID STUPID ME and he must have been sitting right beside his computer cause two seconds later my cell was ringing.
So We started off with the "How are you's" and "How's it going's" -- all that bullshit stuff. Then he gave me rapid questions like, "Why'd you stop speaking to me?", "Why weren't you picking up my calls?". Then just like that, he went for the punch! "Why are you such a very high maintenance person?" Believe me, that wasn't the first time I heard that. I know how to answer this nowt, so, in a very straight up tone I said , "Because I can!".
Yes! It's probably one of the reasons why I cannot maintain a relationship. But, just like everything in my life, I have an excuse. A valid one, too! Yes, I demand things. But that doesn't mean you cannot say "no". God did not just give you those balls as decoration for your manhood, right? Sure! I'm a bitch! But is that a reason for you to lie to me just to please me? And then when you get upset, you tell me that I'm high maintenance and I can't always have my way?! Why didn't you just tell me that in the first place? I'm the easiest person to please in the world! On a good day, you didn't even have to explain things to me twice and I'll agree right away. Beneath the bitchy front is actually a very submissive person, believe it or not.
Anyways theres my rant for the day ... or my second one.
So not gonna lie, i pretty much DIVED under the table haha no joke like full out tuck and hide.
So after my sister and Kristin reasured me that it was ok to get out from under the table (i kid i kid) i needed to explain to them that he was an ex. An evil one at that, who ... hmmmm ... how do i put this nicely -- FUCKING HATES ME!! like blocked me from his msn, took for ever to get my stuff back from him cause he refused to see me, tried to steal MY friends from me after i broke up with him, stares me down if he actually sees me, pretty much makes me feel like the most usless thing on earth hence why i tuck and dive now when i see him.
Alright so thats who he is and i thought he hadnt seen me up un till today when i got an email from him that said that i gave him a "look" that i guess in his fucked up little buble means "CALL ME" cause he was asking for my new cell number "cause my old one wasnt in service anymore" -- haha not only that -- he said "must have been disconected" just for the added effect of it all - prick i actually moved away.
Anyways i sent him an email with my new number STUPID STUPID ME and he must have been sitting right beside his computer cause two seconds later my cell was ringing.
So We started off with the "How are you's" and "How's it going's" -- all that bullshit stuff. Then he gave me rapid questions like, "Why'd you stop speaking to me?", "Why weren't you picking up my calls?". Then just like that, he went for the punch! "Why are you such a very high maintenance person?" Believe me, that wasn't the first time I heard that. I know how to answer this nowt, so, in a very straight up tone I said , "Because I can!".
Yes! It's probably one of the reasons why I cannot maintain a relationship. But, just like everything in my life, I have an excuse. A valid one, too! Yes, I demand things. But that doesn't mean you cannot say "no". God did not just give you those balls as decoration for your manhood, right? Sure! I'm a bitch! But is that a reason for you to lie to me just to please me? And then when you get upset, you tell me that I'm high maintenance and I can't always have my way?! Why didn't you just tell me that in the first place? I'm the easiest person to please in the world! On a good day, you didn't even have to explain things to me twice and I'll agree right away. Beneath the bitchy front is actually a very submissive person, believe it or not.
Anyways theres my rant for the day ... or my second one.