May 08, 2006 08:48
Cupid called ... he said to tell you to give me back my fucking heart!!
I told Nathan yesterday that i didnt see this going anywhere. I was totally lying to him ... i just felt forced in to picking between him and my friend Dave -- whome at the time, Nathan, was calling a "fucker" for the most rediculous reason.
I was trying to stick up for Dave ... he has been my friend since i was 14. He has "saved" me so many times from lots of bad situations like my dad's rage, drunk step dad, bad bf's .... even my self some times, and while i kow hes not the greatest person, he still my friend and has been there for me. So at the least i can stick up for him.
And on top of that -- i'd like to think i'm the kind of person who IF Dave was doing some thing to deserve being called all those shitty names, i would be able to admit to it and i would say so myself.
Anyways, Nathan pretty much hates me right now ... and i'm pretending it doesnt bother me.
Someones got to be the crazy cat lady no? Might as well be me.
Did i mention i dyed my hair? WELL i sure did ... i cut and colored Kristins hair a few days ago and i mixed WAY too much hair color so after she left i was like "Hmmmmmm ... i wonder?" and decided that i need to color my hair too. I really need to stop getting the "urge" to do things to my hair like; cut it by my self and color it by my self -- i'm a hair dresser but honeslty not good enough to do my own hair ALL on my own haha. Thats just asking for trouble.
But yes, it's dark -- like -- the darkest brown you could go without being black, haha fuck yea.
Anyways, at this VERY moment ... i look alright with it. Only cause i'm sporting the Cultus Lake tan from a few days ago still.
So i'm a dark haired blue eyed tanned beauty at the moment and loving it.
Say it with me people .... LOOOOOOOOVING it.
So i got these diet pills ... from Super Store .... i talked to the Pharmacist and she told me about what the better ones are and what they do to your body blah blah blah. Problem -- i REALLY hate it when you ask someone about some thing that they obviously DONT think you should be doing and you have to pretty much drag the infomation out of them. Like Fuck off REALLY.
So yea there pretty cheap ... or cheap enough at least. Herbal. Reccomended. Supplement-ing. And proven to work.
Only thing is -- and i'm not totally sure here if its them or my cold but i think they may make me a bit sick, just cause about an hour later i feel kinda dizzy, cant move my head to fast or i get this i'm gonna puke feeling. I'm giving them a chance though.
The bottle says do NOT take more then 4 a day --2 in the morning then 2 more a few hours later and DONT ever take them at night.
I wonder why ....?
HAHAHAHA OK speaking of PUKE ... lol. I was watching Makayla the past week ... shes 3 i LOVE her to death. She was feeling really sick and yea she started to throw up while i was there. So shes crying and she has puked A LOT for her size, and i'm trying to tell her its ok dont worry just puke and then you can have a bath and some meds and i'll wash your bedding. So she calms down a bit and i'm like "Do you feel better now Mac?" and she like "yeeeea ...... "
BLEH
Pukes all over me!! No joke. Let me tell you -- theres really nothing better then getting puked on by a crying 3 year old haha. Yuck.
Another thing -- she really spoilt ... like has everything possibal. So shes in her room watching a DVD on her flat screen -- lol -- no joke. and She says "i NEEEEEEEEEED a drink" and i'm kinda like pffft haha "How do you ask nicely...?" and she come to the living room and is like "I need a drink Wood teeth"
LMFAO. WOOD TEETH WHAT?! Lol
So called her Hamster Brain.
Later on when Kristin got home Mac was like "Tori calls when i throw up -- PUKING" and then told Kristin "No thank you Hamster Brain" and ratted me out for letting her stick her finger in the Nuttella. Hahahaha good times.
So my friends Phill and Chad who i went to elemen. and high school with and havent talked to -- let alone hung out with since the last time i moved home haha asked me if i wanted to go to Roosters last ween some time and i said yes but then didnt go. Well i havent seen these guys in so LONG and Phill sent me some pictures of them from that night and i should kick myself in the ass cause they are smoking now!! and looked like they had so much fun!! Hahaha, not like anything could happen but still ... whoa boys :P.
I'm going to try and figure out the picture thing for on here again and post the best one of the two of them.
Wish me luck.