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Well, today was my day off. I am still feeling bad that my brother is sick and everything in the hospital. I am also dealing with my situation with Nadia. I miss her soo sooo much. Yeah, she is still there, but she is like, a friend now. And granted, she is my best friend but yet she is someone I am head over heels in love with. It is soo hard to deal with something like this. I mean to give my all to her and just be my "friend", it's tough.
I am just like wow, talking to her I have to catch myself from calling her pet names I am so used to using. It seems as though she has made the transition from being together to just being friends a lot easier/sooner than I. I keep listening to this one song. We were at her house late one night in front of the fire place, on the couch, listening while the radio was quietly playing. And this song, " Lady in my life" came on. Everyone knows my love for Michael Jackson, and I always liked that song. But for some reason, having her there in my arms, with that song playing, and the way I was feeling, I felt like everything at that moment was so perfect.I don't know, anymore. About anything. I am just like.. here. I gave my all, I have nothing else left to give another woman because the person I gave it to doesn't want it anymore, ain't that somethin?!
I think I can sum it all up with just one sentence........................................
I am depressed.
- Dandre'
I am just like wow, talking to her I have to catch myself from calling her pet names I am so used to using. It seems as though she has made the transition from being together to just being friends a lot easier/sooner than I. I keep listening to this one song. We were at her house late one night in front of the fire place, on the couch, listening while the radio was quietly playing. And this song, " Lady in my life" came on. Everyone knows my love for Michael Jackson, and I always liked that song. But for some reason, having her there in my arms, with that song playing, and the way I was feeling, I felt like everything at that moment was so perfect.I don't know, anymore. About anything. I am just like.. here. I gave my all, I have nothing else left to give another woman because the person I gave it to doesn't want it anymore, ain't that somethin?!
I think I can sum it all up with just one sentence........................................
I am depressed.
- Dandre'