Yeah, I'm seriously just wondering why I haven't run off to the wilderness away from it all in hopes of getting my act together. But, I can't beat the apartment I'm in. Split between three, I don't ever pay more than like 350 a month. That's a lot of money towards paying stuff off. I was thrilled enough that I got my student loans below 20 grand finally.
The next question is, can they maybe find you a computer voice program so you can just speak your input and such? I mean, I imagine a cortisone shot plus limited use and physical therapy would probably ease the issue quite a bit. There's got to be something they can offer you, I mean, this is the 21st century.... but then again, where's my flying car since it's the 21st century?? Ugh.
I've been learning the fine art of 'Everyone I let into my life seriously sucks ass and will leave me right when I'm depressed.' I mean, yeah, it's all part of growing up and moving on and such, but.... when you think that people aren't going anywhere and the next day you couldn't matter less... damn, it's getting old.
Stress, stress, and mucho stress. I need a vacation! Somewhere pretty. Misses you too xo!!
We should become hermits. You gotta remember that I'm a county employee. They could care less about my hand issue. I was debating purchasing a usb powered touchpad to use as a mouse instead of the mouse I got screwed with at work. It was totally designed for someone with hands twice the size of mine. Using the touch pad on my lap top doesnt hurt because I move my wrist more than the index finger. People do seriously suck. I discovered that although i drove 4 people to warped tour yesterday that I was by myself the whole damn time. Sure, I was a volly for the Eco Initiative and was picking up recycleables....but hey. I can still watch bands whenever I wanted... not that anyone wanted to do that with me. :(
The next question is, can they maybe find you a computer voice program so you can just speak your input and such? I mean, I imagine a cortisone shot plus limited use and physical therapy would probably ease the issue quite a bit. There's got to be something they can offer you, I mean, this is the 21st century.... but then again, where's my flying car since it's the 21st century?? Ugh.
I've been learning the fine art of 'Everyone I let into my life seriously sucks ass and will leave me right when I'm depressed.' I mean, yeah, it's all part of growing up and moving on and such, but.... when you think that people aren't going anywhere and the next day you couldn't matter less... damn, it's getting old.
Stress, stress, and mucho stress. I need a vacation! Somewhere pretty.
Misses you too xo!!
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You gotta remember that I'm a county employee. They could care less about my hand issue. I was debating purchasing a usb powered touchpad to use as a mouse instead of the mouse I got screwed with at work. It was totally designed for someone with hands twice the size of mine. Using the touch pad on my lap top doesnt hurt because I move my wrist more than the index finger.
People do seriously suck. I discovered that although i drove 4 people to warped tour yesterday that I was by myself the whole damn time. Sure, I was a volly for the Eco Initiative and was picking up recycleables....but hey. I can still watch bands whenever I wanted... not that anyone wanted to do that with me. :(
i misses you. come visit.
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