where are you?
2nd shittiest weekend of my life.
the doctors thought i had mono again.
turns out i just have strep throat. Im in pain.
The doc told me not to go to school tomorrow, but my mom says suck it up, I'm goin.
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i feel like i am going to die.
i have a huge growth growing on the inside of my left throat
it hurts really bad and i wake up sometimes and i can't breathe
i haven't eaten any food since friday, and food is my life
i opened wide for the doc today to let him check it out and his reaction was 'ooh ew!'
then he asked why i was taking nyquil and i said cuz it cures all
i honestly feel like im going to die
but then again i could be just a big baby, and i hate pain.
im treated like a walking disease
my left ear hurts a lot
i cant even turn my head without pain
it hurts to much to talk, but if you call i'll listen.
i feel incredibly lonely sitting in my room all day watching movies with no human contact
jacob where are you?
they gave me pills that makes my pee change color
i can't swallow anything
my mom got me an ocean water soda from sonic.. it hurts to drink.
and the burps hurt to come up
i'm afraid i'm going to puke because my stomache hurts incredibly bad
simply put:
bloopityBLOP: i just had a dream of me falling on my floor puking and this huge growth comes out wtih all my acidic puke and i lay there with blood dripping from my mouth and i die.
bloopityBLOP: then im finally happy
i am columbine: and then it gorws legs and a face and it gives you the finger and runs off