And the Puzzle Clicks

Jan 11, 2004 17:45

I wonder what things would be like if I could go back and re-live them. I just read almost all of my journal from last year. There were things in it that made me realize a lot. Things that made me grateful for what I have now. Things that make me not ever want to go back, since I've grown and changed so much in good ways.

I'm so glad I have Roxanne. I don't give a fuck what anyone says or what I say at times. I love her and she's the angel I always hoped for when I was so alone. I love you, Roxanne.

And to my friends.... I'm sorry for what I said earlier. I've never had friends like you before. I've never actually felt comfortable around people and know that people would actually watch my back and take care of me.

Justin, you're my best friend. You left a comment a long time ago that made a lot of sense and makes me grateful for everything. You're a good friend to me, man, and I'm sorry I'm such a shitty friend in return.

I guess looking at the past and remembering the bad times is a damned good way to put the present into perspective.
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