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Today was the first day of the new semester. My last semester in highschool. I really wish i graduated early. I hate seeing faces that i dont wanna see in the morning. I also hate when loud and annoying people are in my classes (not mentioning and names). First period i have the same classes. Psychology and Coop. M&T days. yay. Then second i have english which doesn't seem too bad. Then i go home or work. My day isnt as bad as i act like it is.
I can't trust anybody anymore. Ever since i stopped being friends with Amy. It just seems like everyone of our mutal friends seems to talk about me. I don't know if it's true but I just don't kno what to do anymore. Jamie is just about the only girl i can trust. Only because i know she doesn't like her as much either. I just can't wait till this school year is over.
My boyfriend is my bestfriend. We spend everyday together. I usually get sick of everyone. And thats one thing i wish i could change about myself. I always get sick of people. Thats what happened to me and amy. I got sick of her and her loud ass self and i just couldnt take it anymore. The samething with Melissa, we hungout everyday and then i got sick of her. The only person I don't get sick of is nicholas. I never go a day without hanging out with him unless if either of us are on vacation.
Speaking of vacation. We're both going to California with my dad, kelly and grandma for mycousins wedding. I'm so excited for nick. he's never been on a plane or to California and i know how happy he gets when theres something new hes doing. I can just picture him on the plane. haha. I love when he gets exzcited like that. Even if it makes him look like a mentally challenged 18 year old. It's stillcute.
It's wierd how when he still calls, texts, or is on his way over i get butterflies and i get so happy. After two years i would think it would die down. but im so happy with him. We can bicker. but it mostly ends up him starring at me and me laughing. He's probably the best boyfriend i gal can havvveeeee
I can't trust anybody anymore. Ever since i stopped being friends with Amy. It just seems like everyone of our mutal friends seems to talk about me. I don't know if it's true but I just don't kno what to do anymore. Jamie is just about the only girl i can trust. Only because i know she doesn't like her as much either. I just can't wait till this school year is over.
My boyfriend is my bestfriend. We spend everyday together. I usually get sick of everyone. And thats one thing i wish i could change about myself. I always get sick of people. Thats what happened to me and amy. I got sick of her and her loud ass self and i just couldnt take it anymore. The samething with Melissa, we hungout everyday and then i got sick of her. The only person I don't get sick of is nicholas. I never go a day without hanging out with him unless if either of us are on vacation.
Speaking of vacation. We're both going to California with my dad, kelly and grandma for mycousins wedding. I'm so excited for nick. he's never been on a plane or to California and i know how happy he gets when theres something new hes doing. I can just picture him on the plane. haha. I love when he gets exzcited like that. Even if it makes him look like a mentally challenged 18 year old. It's stillcute.
It's wierd how when he still calls, texts, or is on his way over i get butterflies and i get so happy. After two years i would think it would die down. but im so happy with him. We can bicker. but it mostly ends up him starring at me and me laughing. He's probably the best boyfriend i gal can havvveeeee