They're gonna come when you're not ready
This time, it took a lot longer to cry afterwards.
Tonight was really scary. I told people I needed to see them, but no one believed me.
This is the longest I've been clean of these feelings in years. That sure as hell didn't last long. Pathetic.
Please, help me not be the way I was before. Even if I have good, strong reasons, I still don't EVER want to be like before, ever again. Please, let this pass. Help this pass.
Tonight was really scary. I told people I needed to see them, but no one believed me.
This is the longest I've been clean of these feelings in years. That sure as hell didn't last long. Pathetic.
Please, help me not be the way I was before. Even if I have good, strong reasons, I still don't EVER want to be like before, ever again. Please, let this pass. Help this pass.