One girl revolution
FUCK IT.
Exactly what "it" is, I can't tell you. I know all of you are sick of dealing with my shit. I swear now that I'll never ever hurt myself again. I haven't cut in ages (December), I haven't burned myself since Spring Break, or beat myself since.. okay that last entry. But no more. I swear on all the love I have for everyone, that I'll never hurt myself on purpose again. Maybe I won't not like myself as much.
The depression episodes, my ever-famed "freak outs" as I call the big fits, I cannot make any promises on. Since I don't know when they're gonna happen,. I can't stop them. But I'm gonna try harder. I'm gonna be nicer to people. I'm gonna be better. If I do write about feeling terrible, it will be for some tangible reason. I'm not gonna hate myself anymore. I'm gonna be so much better to everyone. Anything that happens to me, I deserve, good or bad. I'm gonna get stronger, physically and emotionally. No more hating myself and feeling like shit for it. I'm doing this for me, the new me, the better me. I'm gonna be better.
I'll conquer this, or die trying.
Exactly what "it" is, I can't tell you. I know all of you are sick of dealing with my shit. I swear now that I'll never ever hurt myself again. I haven't cut in ages (December), I haven't burned myself since Spring Break, or beat myself since.. okay that last entry. But no more. I swear on all the love I have for everyone, that I'll never hurt myself on purpose again. Maybe I won't not like myself as much.
The depression episodes, my ever-famed "freak outs" as I call the big fits, I cannot make any promises on. Since I don't know when they're gonna happen,. I can't stop them. But I'm gonna try harder. I'm gonna be nicer to people. I'm gonna be better. If I do write about feeling terrible, it will be for some tangible reason. I'm not gonna hate myself anymore. I'm gonna be so much better to everyone. Anything that happens to me, I deserve, good or bad. I'm gonna get stronger, physically and emotionally. No more hating myself and feeling like shit for it. I'm doing this for me, the new me, the better me. I'm gonna be better.
I'll conquer this, or die trying.