When you say you love me ... did you realize your lieing ?
Well since I last updated this bitch i had updated that me and ron
got into a fight...well he called me saturday I didn't really get to explain myself very well
he basically said that I got myself into this mess and I had to fix it myself
I tried I told him everything I felt that I needed to and just waited
for him to make his move..I told him that if he really didn't wanna
be with me to just tell me instead of just hurting me like this
he apparently wanted to stay with me cause I said that sunday
and i texted him that and he called right after which really
didn't go all that well i had nothing more to say and he
didnt have very much to say either it was like we were both out
clueless on what to say...After that I think we just kind of
forgot the whole thing cause I went hunting with him after that
my first time i'm glad it was with him it wasnt as bad as i thought
it was gonna be I spotted the deer cause ron was sleeping
he was gonna shoot it but decided to cause he hadnt gotten
a deer yet he said hed never shoot a doe specially if it had its
children with it cause thats just mean and he doesnt really
like shooting the deer but he said its at least better than
having them get hit by a car and you gotta do what you gotta do
that kind of made sense to me but it was still painful to see
that deer just laying there dead..i almost cried but
Ron hugged me and said id be fine =)
Than i waited in the truck for like 2 hours cause
i didnt wanna watch them gut the deer which is truely
disgusting...but i got to drive Rons truck!!!! =) i don't thinkg he'll
let me drive it ever again haha lol =) that was pretty kewl a very
exciting day...than monday went to school jess spent the night
than today went to school have no idea what is going on tonight
My dad is in vegas i kind of wish he was here to spend thanksgiving with us
but oh well Saturday my mom and brother are going down the dale to go to a babyshower
and pick up my dad from the airport and just staying the night there so you know what that means
PARTY!!! woohooo =) exciting
but i'm gonna go i'll update later maybe
i bet you have every word i said memorized....