TaKe ME hOmE
sitting in my room thinking aboutlife... realize how much i miss kairos... i really want to go back so bad i could use a kairos moment right now. need to talk. really talk. to somebody. despair has become my friend. i wish everything was over and i was an old hippie waiting to die.. and being happy till then. school is tearing me apart. the people inside are okay but everything else is horrible. the last 2 nights i have watched the nightmare before christmas. for some strange reason that movie makes me happy. i wish i could be jack. that would be the life. my attention span has been so little the last couple days its pathetic i cant even concentrate on this journal and i have so much to say... or at least i did. i want to lock myself in my room for at least a week. dont need to see anyone be anywhere or have anything to do just find serenity in a place i can hide.