Dec 28, 2004 11:49
so im just sitting hear kinda sad deep down....i was watching this movie yesterday and i wanted to cry cuz it reminded me of two people that i love sooo very much and how are friendship is not like it used to be...i miss them and the good times i had with them its kinda sad.
then i was thinking that im soo fing horiable....i lost soo many great frienships within the past year and i dont know why or how we just grew apart somhow...so i think its time for a change..cuz i am sick of blameing everyone eles for things that i do...im very very sorry to every body!!! i say how i love you all and then i loose you guys so im done with all this nonsence...its time for me to grow up.because i do love and care about you soo thanks.
ok well enough of being emo i just need to get all that out....so today im still at my aunts house im comin home friday (witch blows cuz i havent hung out with any body)but w/e. tomorrow im goin shopping then thursday its off to kissing bridge so at leased im having fun....yeah well im out for now so good byes~~
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