one more chance.....

[dont_failmenow]

i guess lately i'v been getting
really depressed.
beating up on myself.
It seems like everything i try at...
i just cant suceed.
i hate me.
i hate the way i look.
i feel horribly fat and disgusting.
yesturday..
i just wanted to feel pretty for one night.
just for one night.
i didnt even get granted that.
i just wanted everything to go right.
but it felt like everything went wrong.
like everything that could go wrong..
went wrong.
i woke up that morning with a zit. a huge one.
got my nails done, didnt like them.
got my make up done...it was good.
was going to go get my hair done
then i got in a car accident.(not my fault)
now my back is all messed up.
hated my hair.
i explained to the lady what i wanted
and she did the exact opposite.
great.
i just felt ugly when i put on my dress.
like a huge orange bright pumpkin.

banquet was ok. it was just a banquet.
got my period. great. that ruined my night.
after party sucked.
i was there for 20 min. and then the music got shut down.
because of the cops.

yeah. so now my dad's truck is ruined in the back.
gah....this weekend blows.